I wanna Grow Old With You

                                         Such a very sweet song.. I wish someone would sing this song for me :'(

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad 

Carry you around when your arthritis is bad 

All I wanna do is grow old with you. 

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches. 

Build you a fire if the furnace breaks 

Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you. 

I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold. 

Need you, feed you, and even let you hold the remote control. 

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink 

Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. 

Oh I could be the man who grows old with you. 

I'll miss you, kiss you, take your shoes off and rub your feet.

Need you, feed you, and when we play checkers i'll let you cheat.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink 

Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. 

Oh I could be the one who grows old with you. 

I wanna grow old with you. 

"i wanna grow old with HIM" :'((

What a broken heart says.

                                   Being a loving girl like me often experience heartaches.. What are heartaches anyway?? heartaches or being broken-hearted is an emotion that is cause by the pain of someone they love. Usually broken hearted people are in depressed, in pain, alone .. some of them are hiding the pains inside their smiles and laughs.. Mostly broken hearted people are those individuals who had break up with their partners in life or being left by them..
                                    Well, i had done a lot of heartaches in my life. In spite of this age, i overcome those challenges that came into my journey.. I know, all of the individuals living experienced this kind of  emotion.. Why ? because all of us are only a human being,.we all have feelings and got hurt..

                                

He is my LIFE !

                       I was 2nd year high school when i met Arvin Valencia, he's such a very good and kind freshman student that's why i easily liked him. Its the feeling that i felt before with my first love;Jet. My bestfriend had a crush on a 3rd yr.student at that time too. His name is Daryll Bien Benzon. My bestfriend and i made an autograph which will let our crushes to write on it and answer few questions thre.. Since i was so shy of Arvin,my bestfriend and i made a deal . She will going to give the autograph to my Arvin and i will be the one who will give the autograph to Bien. Arvin told me that he likes me somehow and i really like him that time.
                    I went infront of Bien to give the autograph i was so shy but being so desperate to make Arvin wrote on the autograph i never think that im ashame anymore.. He wrote unto it. and i tell him hat i was just being commanded by my bff.
                    Bien,my bff and i oftenly texts each other.. Bien was in the middle of the break up of her girlfriend when we oftenly text each other.. After few months, during the month of April Bien decided to court me, at first i was afraid to accept it coz my bff might get hurt but my classmate told me that my bff should respect the boy's decision.
                    After a month, MAY 13, 2009 Bien and i became officially couples. I was so happy that time..
From that day forward we just learn to love each other more and more each day.  During recess time and lunch time in school we ate together,during the class dismissal he always take a walk with me until i go home and reached my house \. He always do wait for me to finish my classes even if it takes so long and he always carry my bag even his things too are heavy. I really feel his care and love that time.

                   He never stop saying "i love you" and how much he missed me everyday even tough we see each other everyday. He met my mom and dad, and i also met his dad and mom and we became legal. the feeling was so comfortable, he's my first bf that was legal from my parents..No worries, No secrets to our parents..everything was revealed..
                 We experienced a lot of things and passed by many sufferings.. We celebrated our monthsary memorably..no matter how busy i am i always make time for him..

And we had our 1st Anniversary so happy.
We love eating together.. we love listening to music..
love watching movie..we love to do EVERYTHING as long as we're together..
My whole LIFE only rotates for him..
Because of the too much love that i feel for him.


After a year, we thought that we will never have problems..but he fall inlove to a girl.. his schoolmate.
Mary Joy, so i set him free. No words at all. I was full of tears , hatred and pain that time.. Then i met his classmate, Isaiah King Picache.. 






King is such a sweet guy.. No words can describe his sweetness.. He helped me forget the pain and we became couples, i told him that i really want to make revenge to Bien for what he did that's why he hepled me.. I went to their school for King of course not for Bien,their classmates was all shock when they saw me, Bien saw me too. He git hurt that time 100% sure and 100% mad hat's why he's making threats and warnings for my bf that time, which is King and he's destrooying King's name to my dad and to their professors. 




My dad get mad when he knew it. He told me that he wouldn't send me in school anymore when i will continue my relationship to King, i gave up King. But i really love him that time.. He never hurt me and He always makes me happy.. ALWAYS !!
Bien and i became together again..I still love him and the same way as him. But the love that i feel for him is not likely the same as before..because of what he did..

My Secondary Life !

            I had my freshman,sophomore and junior year at Pacita Complex National High School.
            It was the most memorable part of my life since then. I had a lot of friends, a lot of admirers and a lot of  lessons in life !
              i will never forget the people that i met here. i learned a lot from them. 
             How to be strong, how to be friendly, how to keep the things that should be kept and  a lot of
lessons that really affects my whole life. 
            It is very true that the happiest part in studying is the high school life.. I love them as my real family and they love me too like their own. I  am very happy that  i met them they gave me so much happiness in my life. The REAL HAPPINESS.
           Because of them i see the REAL ME and i got learn to know more about me . . . 
           

I thought He's the One (my first love)

                          Being a typical and ordinary girl, i also experienced my first puppy love.
its so fun to tell but i really wanna share it because its one of my unforgettable memories that i had in my entire life.. When i was in the 6th Grade, i met this guy named Peter John Ricarte, Jetjet for short. When i first saw him i fall for him so much.. it was love at first sight .haha xD.
                         I still remember the first day we met. Its the first day of campaign of our Student Body Organization in school and im running for the position of Vice President. i ask him if i can have him to be my treasurer and he agreed with my proposal.. I was so "kilig". Everything he said is always a big deal to me.
                       We won the election. I often got mad to my classmates who liked him too. I  just wanna be with him every second. we become much closer as time passes by. But he never courted me. hehe..anyways, we're still too young for courtmanship :))
                        We became partners when we had our Valentine's Ball. I was so happy,. We danced together all night. i really felt that love is really in the air. :))
                        Until now the memories in my mind still remains and it will remain forever :))                        

Childhood Bestfriends

My LIFE starts here......
                  My mom gave a new existence in this world on September 5, 1994 at 7:00 in the morning at Muntinlupa City, Philippines.. Being the only child in the family all their attentions were focused unto me.. They treat me like a doll that gives happiness to children who wants to have a toy. All of them are taking good care of me and kissing me tenderly showing their real love.. When my dad decided to bought a new house at Laguna i got so lonely because i thought that being far from our relatives will be unhappy and a burden.. No friends, no uncles, no aunties and no grandma at all but i was wrong.. Because when we transferred here that's the time when i met my FIRST CHILDHOOD BESTFRIENDS.. Their names are Anna and Helen.. My dad oftenly called us, "Tatlong Itlog" coz w're always together..morning..afternoon..evening..:)) I don't want to let my friends go home coz i don't have playmates at home that's why we often fight.
                As year goes by, i met a new friend that became my LONGEST BESTFRIEND.. Her name is Arriana. Aian for short.. We are almost look a like..the face, the fashion.. That's why most of the people thought that we're twins.haha :)) Until now i still consider her as my real bff. Coz i believe that a real friend not only goes out w/o anywherer you go, but also remembers you no matter how busy they are, who takes their time to say "got a problem?i'm still here".xP